frustrated jealous sad disappointed
what can I do? what can I say?
Maybe you're having second thoughts
I thought people say when you fall in love, you should be happy?
All these days, its either very happy or very sad
I dont know, maybe I'm giving up.
Maybe you are another him, idk

I still do, I still like you

HEYHEYHEY

today's a happy day, END OF O LEVELS :D Realised that I have been blogging everyday, blogging passion is back. ^^ The paper was kinda hard, much much harder than prelim I guess. Nvm, whats over is over, look forward to the future. We shall enjoy enjoy work work play play now :D HERE I COME, 6 MONTHS HOLIDAY :D

By the way, I created a tumblr, pretty cool to reblog stuff. Its all my feelings there. Go take a look, www.alienband.tumblr.com :D

why you so weirdddddddddd but I still like you

HEY

LAST DAY OF O LEVELS TMR! good good, 2/3 weeks of exams, I'm glad I pulled it through. Just hope results are up to expectation, B3 for english please please please. Lets all hope for the best. Gonna start on thursday , I think its briefing only though. So glad to find a job already, all thanks to jo. However, if we starting work on thursday, gonna miss my date with my fav girls, sorry :X We are supposed to go see *samantha* HAHAHA. Guess there's still next time, tell me what you guys have discussed okay? ^^ miss you all much much.

My bestfriend is a happy boy again, last long okay ! ^^ Looking forward to going the same school as you and thanks for the tour you gonna give me soon. Hang out soon and give me my long overdue present hehehe.

I think I'm falling hard for you, will you be there to catch me?



I AM GOING TO BE HAPPY

HEY

Badminton, bball, bowling and dinner with relatives today. Not bad but came to know of somethings that spoiled my mood. I dont know luh, friends wouldnt do that to you I guess. Aiya I dont care already, I should have known. Few more months I can just let it go, sick and tired of all the dramas and lying. Hate people to lie to me, worse still, I knew the truth and you still lie to me . Like wth. Spoil my mood the whole day. Aiya whatever lah. You dont treat me nicely, I wont do the same thing too. True friends are hard to find, I'm glad theres still some of them always there for me.

so many things, I'm so tired of moving on

HEY

Blogger looks weird, idk why. Went out with mum ytd, she bought lots of stuff. I bought stuff for hk and water bottle ^^ Apparently the bus full of indians, it smelled like briyani to me :X Not so bad, I guess. We had seoul garden, she wanted to eat it. Eat until I want vomit :X Today's gonna be a good day, I hope. Exercise is good for health ^^

hmm the thing I have been hoping to see for months have happened. Idk how to feel, maybe there's one more chance. I dont want to ruin it again, its so hard getting our friendship back on track. I dont want to spoil all the fun now. I hope you cheer up ! Old dont go, new dont come HAHA.

HELLO

Rotted at home today :X watch alot alot teevee, no life. Wondering if I should play real maple with my classmates not, like level up damn slow and my account's naked now. See my mood ^^ Just now discussed hk trip with my love ( who broke my heart into a million pieces ): ) , damn damn excited. We have decided to go disneyland and ocean park :D We gonna go shopping ! Shopping is the main thing man. We gonna have chicky and amanda to bring us around too ^^ Damn happy, haven been so happy for so long. They are the best ^^ so excited so excited !! Except the fact that my love broke my heart, I AM SO SAD ):

my best friend gave me good advice yesterday night, wonder if what he say will come true. I hope not, really want it to work out.

HELLO

O levels is gonna be over ! One more paper, hope I can ace it ! It ends sooner than I have expected, not a bad experience. Its the bell curve that would make all of nervous! Whats done cannot be undone so just let it be. Pray for good results! Have to find a job SOON, hope can find one and maybe work for 2/3 months. Its less than one month to my hk trip with the girls, EXCITED ! I want to go disneyland and go haunted house HAHAHA. I missed out on halloween this year ): There's gonna be a clique chalet and maybe class chalet. Its gonna be 17 18 19 20 nov HAHAHA. All link together, so cool.

Lots have been happening, Idk how should I feel about it. Mood seems to be in a rollar coaster everyday. Idk how you feel now, it feels like you have a hold on me now. Hope everything gonna be alright, cheer up !

Every girl has that one boy, that they’ll never get over. That one guy who makes you laugh all the time. The one who gives you butterflies just when someone mentions his name. That one who remembers all the stupid things you say and reminds you about it months from now. The one who has his name written all over your heart. The one whom you compare to everyone. The one you never get sick of talking or hearing about. The one you cry over and over about. The one everyone thinks you can do better than. The one you ask why her and not me. The one when you first saw him you knew you loved him. The one that in some way ends up not being yours.
runawaytrain.tumblr.com

sometimes I wonder, if you are getting bored. I'm just wondering. I wonder if you will be..

Fcuk, why am I behaving like this again. I promised myself, nothing is going to stop me from being happy. Stop this!